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Sunday, June 29, 2014


I have no idea……it will be ended like this
For past few days I can still handle it
But…..i can’t stop crying when I’m thinking about it
How can he easily forget me
Forget everything?
Doesn’t he knows that….i’m carrying the big pains in my life
My life already ruin because of him
He promise he would never ever disappoint me….but why now??
Al least give me reason
Don’t just left…Dear Allah….please give me strength  to go through everything
Because its so hard…..
So hard for me…
Everyday I felt like I wanna cry
Please forgive me Allah…..please
Hanya Allah sahaja yg tahu betapa sakitnya hati ini….
Why?why?why u r being like this?
I know u will never done this to me
U wouldn’t hurt me like this
But now why???
I can’t forgive u for what u hv done
I will NOT forgive you….
Sampai ann mati pun ann takkan maafkan abg….sebab sangat2 melampau
All the promise??All what I’ve done??
U didn’t appreciate at all
This is just not u….i know u got the nicest heart I ever known
But with the sudden change??
I accept u just the way u are, I didn’t complain although its u have to go through hard path in your life.
Why the sudden change??


Tuesday, June 24, 2014

Totally Inspiring boss

on ths 22th June 2014 the young Nasty Inc Event executives with little experience has being given big responsibilities to organize such a big event which important for the whole nation and important for us to maintain our company reputation. because we don't want to disappoint our boss, Sham Van Boonstra and she was not there during the event... we just do whats is best to keep the event on going without an error. At first it was a disaster but finally...we manage to keeps everything under control. Thanks to her guides and faith thats motivate us to move foward. she always let us learn something new...and on that day we learn so many things. We really thankful to have an inspiring boss like her. although we don't have many experience and we still very young but she kept her faith on us that we could manage and organize such a big event. hope that she will still keeps that faith on us cuz we will try our best that we will never disappoint her.

 Other than that....i want to thank her for where i am right now. i think i've matured enough to learn what is called LIFE...she's not only a boss and she also like a bestfriend to me. she teach me a lot about event and event business are my passion. i don't mind busy with works so that....i wouldn't think of anything that could ruin my happy days...

Silence much

Unexpectedly...and shockingly
why suddenly u are like news at all
i don't know where are u
but i still care about u
and i don't know whyyyy
its painful to keep remember the past moments that we had
i sacrifice everything for u
u promise me
u promise me u will take a good care of me
u won't lie to me
u won't leave me
and what have u done now???
u know how much painful it is right now??
it so so so so much painful
and i will never ever gonna forgive u
u have taken all from me
i gave u everything
and u didn't appreciate at all...
where is the caring person i've know the most?
u've played with my feelings
like seriously
why suddenly u've change a lot

Sunday, June 15, 2014

Little thing call love

first time we met....i never knew his name and i don't even want to know him
and i never ever realize him among my friends although we've met a couple times and go out together in groups with other college mate
and how weird is it i never realize him
but one day.....after i broke up with my boyfriend
he came to make me smile
we become close for few months and lastly....1st time he makes me surprise how sweet is he and i never forget the 1st moment he kissed my forehead when he sends me rght infront of my hostel before he leave
our relationship becomes closer
and he treats me nicely until one day....when our relationship are at the wonderful moments there's a conflict begins when on that moment i felt like
i would never ever forgive him and don't want to see his face ANYMORE!!
many question we're playin' on my mind on that day....
why he does that?
why he suddenly leave?
why he act like that?
because both of us....don't want that conflict ends every beautiful moments and friendship that we've been before
we still contact each other although its not as close as before
for 2years we never met....just contact via texts,calls and social network
but along the 2years....i've never ever open my heart for anyone else cuz keep thinking about him
although he has a new girlfriend after that and i'm also having relationship with other guy seems like hard to forget about him
i don't know why....
then....i've broke up with my boyfriend and he also break with his girlfriend...after Eid finally we met again
we hang out together again and close again like before...
but this time....seems like our relationship getting serious by day to day and more wonderful moments we share together and we've been together in a long-term
when we were together....for me it feels like its only two of us are the last human on earth
for the 1st time ever....a guy that for me a special guy ever gave me the most special birthday wish ever and for me its the most special wish,hugs and kiss(but u still can't beat my dad's love...hahahahha)
there's never a single moments u never makes me smile...u always makes me smile
although we're having a rough tough days u never ever failed to make me smile
we go through all the hardness together
i will try my best to be on your side on your rough tough days
although i'm having a same situation...i don't want to show it to you cuz...enough with all the bad days u have to go through with your work and so on
i love to look at you when u we're sleeping...that moment....i could see on your face how tired you are with your daily activities i don't want to wake u up i don't want disturbed u i don't want to wake u from your dreams thats why its hard for me to woke u up when u we're sleeping
although sometime u really piss me off....u disappoint me,i very very so definitely so much angry to you
but its hard for me to be mad at u
we care to each other too much...remember i've cried few days ago
i cried cuz i afraid to loose you again
i cried cuz i afraid u might leave me
i cried cuz i afraid we won't be together
but u will always reminds me of your promise.....should i..?should i....depends on that promise?
should i? but i'm so afraid
i know i never mention this but....u know how much i love u right??please don't disappoint me
i'm happy and grateful to have you no matter what u are who u are....i don't care what people are gonna say about u cuz i believe you will do something for a reason
cuz u have ambition...u will hold on to your care about everyone that around u
i know u for who u are...
no matter there's a 'bad guy' in u but u also have a big heart where u care about anyone else
i don't want u to leave me...and i also don't want u to leave you
like you've said...'we will do the best for us'
your word reminds me everyday to keep holding on...and I WILL DO IT!cuz i love u so much and let's do it together
i want to see the world with u...i want to always to be with u....the best moments are when we were together....we loved to travel aren't we??i want to have vacation with u...hmmm
i love u love u love u and i will always do!

Saturday, June 14, 2014

Malaysia book of record


kinda nervous and busyyyyyyyyy week for me
sorry yawl
long time no updates
this 22june i've been given' responsibility by my boss to be dA mastermind of da event
can i do it?
fingercross...hope i can with the guide of my boss and the help of my team