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Thursday, November 28, 2013

What Heart says?

i smile,
i laugh...
that's to hide all the pains that i've been through
all the disappointments
all the hurt...

will there be someone that will help me to go through everything?
help me vanish all my fake happiness..??
if u r in my place...
u will know my heart already broke in tiny little pieces
i'm not looking for someone to complete me, but to accept me just the way i am
i may be not perfect
but i'm just looking for someone that could make me happy and not disappoint me.

i've fallin' in love for so many times....
the happiest moments when they really loves me
treats me well...
the moments that i start to falling apart... is when....they start breaking my heart in pieces
sometimes i wonder....
how can other couple be happy and why i'm not?
guys keeps playing with my feelings
when i'm really loving someone
i never lied...
but why they lied??
sometimes i wonder....why i'm wasting my time,love and tears for the one that only just gonna break my heart
this just a deeply honest "pains' that i've been kept from my heart
yes i'm still young
but i've been through a lot
meeting with the one that.....i don't know...=(

now.....i've met someone
he really makes me happy
makes me fell secure
he said he will always be with me...
i'm not hoping so much to him
cuz i'm also still frighten that one day i'm gonna lost him
that day gonna comes
my heart like already confirm that one day he gonna left and i have to accept that
if he meant to be he will be with me if God meant him for me
however...i'm happy being with him
if he doesn't accept me as a part of his life
being given a chance to be around his arm already being the most wonderful moments for me
that's why i don't mind if we're 'no status'
being with him makes me feel secure

i'm typing this post with my tears starts falling to my cheeks
cuz this is honest
i don't know
i've been through a lot of love pains
i've love someone so much before this and who knows...he just playin' with my feelings and
i've sacrifice a lot for him and he never appreciate
......................... +To be continue+

Monday, November 25, 2013


its been a...hummmpp
i'm speechless
after yesterday,,,,
don't know ya of coz i love my bro so much
he needs time
whatever happen yesterday....
actually i'm fine
just i felt like
i am the reason of his girlfriend...hummmpphhh
in malay its called...'meroyan'
i don't know
i'm just speechless and confuse right now
hope...there's a better solution...

Wednesday, November 20, 2013

Happy 21 Ernanie Mahfud

Happy 21years old to me on 21st November 2013
im very happy and thankful to Allah for still give me a chance to live in his holy earth
finally i'm 21!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Happy Birthday to meeeeee

Somebody stole my sweater and my Heart....heheheheehehehehhe


Happy to be with you Mr.FZ 'Chef of My heart'

his the Chef of my heart.....
holla bloggers...
long time no post no blog
its been a busy dizzy year for me
especially at the end of the year
i'm busy with studies
well...the latest job is Flashmob event for F1
i got my team...
now who am i talking about just now??'Chef of My heart'
3months being with him like the most awesome moments in my life
as u know
at first we're just like brother and sister
then after that
we're going through the thick and thin together (i'm not his wife yet...maybe one day...insya'Allah hahahahahha)
he makes me laugh,he makes me happy, he always be there when i need him
i'm not ready yet to reveal who is he
but....from the alphabet i mention of course you know who...
he always makes me haapppppyyyyyyy
just now he just wishes my birthday...
the 1st person ever wish to me....
he says:

"i wish u all the best n gudluck..hihi..thank ann for all u are the best in me.."

yeahhh i smile and smile and...speechless
maybe for others
it just a simple wish
for me....
its means A LOT
after what we're been through
after the tears i've lost him 2years ago
and we're just a close friend for past 2years
the waiting of past 2years
oh my....seriously
yeah...he means a lot to me
he is the 1st person ever that i loved so much although he's not my 1st man in my life
i never say the 'LOVE' word to him
i hope he understand each 'sign' i've given to him
u also the best thing ever in my life Fadhli Zamni ^_^