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i'm a happy 4feet girl.... slumber... cheer... n friendly.... i like 2 sing, act and hosting like to create songs,poems and story. family,friends and writing are my life....

Sunday, April 28, 2013

Always loves u



yeahhhhh as the time pass
i still loves u
as the far u goes...
i still loves u
as u already goes...
i still remember u...
as we already broke up...
i still need u
as there's nothing anymore
i still missing u
who???

i know u all will be confuse
guess who i loved so much??
i'm not obsessed
its just that
i don't know why is it so hard to forget him although both of us already choose our own path
maybe cuz we're still friends?
can't blame that for the reason i still like or loved him
but....
its already being a long time i've been waiting and ;changing'
if we're being destine to be together
i think their still a space for us
isn't it??
heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
don't know~~~~

Casting Assistant

hiiiiiiiiii
hello.....end of April
well well
its almost end of april
tick tock tick tock
the time really pass so fast isn't??
ok
now...
i got a new job!!!
weeeeee
as what??
as Casting Assistant
before this people cast me
now i'm casting people
haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
its a new job for me
oh myyy
oh myyyy
i'm so nervous
don't know what i can do
hehehehehehehhe
maybe just relaxed
right??
i'll be working for 2weeks
woahhh
they pay me well....quite high
well...
isn't it fascinating
hehehehehehehehhhhe
wish me luck on my new job yawl

Saturday, April 20, 2013

i am a video-natics!!!hehehehehehehhehehe

Holllaaaaaa bloggerrrsssss
hahahahahahahahahahhahha
here check out my Keek: http://www.keek.com/ErnanieMahfud
and youtube acc.:http://www.youtube.com/user/MissA211192
 for some of my carzy videos
hahahahahaha
i love record video so much
cuz its so much fun
hehehehehhehehhe
hope u won't be hating me after seeing it...hahahahahha

accept the changes


here they r 2013....
going through the degree life
however...
i've been missin' my girls
haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
miss my diploma's moment with them
we already used being 4 and going everywhere together
Mimi is pregnant now!!!
hehehehehehhehehhe
i wish i can have my driving license as soon as possible
so i can bring my girls along to visit her with her son/daughter one dayyyy
hehehehehehehhehehhe
some time we still hang out together
yeahhh
been missing her so much
i miss sha2...ain...duhhhh
we've met almost everyday
hahahahahahahahhha
sorry ain
we'll...need to plan well
when to me
and hang out together again...*yawn

happy Saturday...secret in my heart



yeahhhh i already convo
and its was a wonderful moments
my parents was there and also my sister
unfortunately....my biological mum could't be there
but i'm sure she was looking at me from the skies
yeahhhhhh officially
i already finish my diploma
sorry i did't update much this blog
being busy for a while
with work
my driving classes
yeahhhh at the same time
i also almost finish taking my driving license
woahhhhh

actually i have lotsa story to tell ya
i don't know whether i should mention it here or not
lotsa secret and pain i've been keepin' for along time
haaaaaaaa.....
mostly....hurt because of love
yes i can live without love
what hurts me so much
those that already hurt me....do they know how i felt right now?
i don't know what i've don't wrong till they....left me with 'hurtful' moments
when i already can draw smiles and shine my heart back
some of them...will suddenly appears and make it bleeding again
u know what i mean right?
but although we don't have any relationship....i dlaso don't wanna lose them
haaaaaaaaaa
whatever
i have my own way
so they are....

i already move on...it just so hard to pull the break...
i won't U-turn back after already move forward from the darkness places
the moment that hurts me so much was September-November 2011
its so hard for me to erase,wipe my tears away and heal the most bleeding moments
They hurt me so much after i've tried so hard to keep on with the relationship
i've being lied and played without they even think how hurt it felt
sorry but this is my honesty
but the history keeps repeating and repeating makes me stabbing my heart again and again
its happen again on December 2012
i've crush my heart again
i just don't want to show how hurt its felt
cuz i wanna prove it
u r not everything for me
'i can live and stand and be strong
i'm not a weak person
so....
i don't want my heart to crush and breaks in pieces like glass cuz it so hard to heal it back
so...
i will try my hard won't be falling to any other guys anymore
enough is enough

sorry if this post hurts some of ya
but this is honest from what i've felt and kept
i don't hate u just don't give any hope if u don't intent to love someone

Friday, April 12, 2013

Almost da BIG DAY

what a tireddddddd day yawl....
having some photo shoot for my friends assignment
i tried to be an amateur model for him
hahahahahahahahha
Alhamdullilah everything went well just there some bumpy grumpy dumpy gemoks girl trying to show that 'she knows everything...'duhhhhh
whatever....
however i enjoy my day...hahahahahha

now now
lets get to the story shall we??
hehehehehehehhe
its almost my biggest dayyyyyy
my convocation day on 13th April 2013
at PICC,Putrajaya
i can't waiiittttt
its gonna be an awwweeeesssommmmmmeee day ever
the day where its declare that finally i already FINISH my diploma's
hahahahahahahahahahha
yeeeahhhhh
can't wait to be on stage with graduation robe and da 'graduation hat' (did i say it correctly?)
and receiving the scroll...
woahhhh
i wish my mother could see how far i already goes...
hummmppphhhh

Tuesday, April 9, 2013

we're only friend.....

why did i put bread as the intro pic??
hahahahahaahha
whatever
i have nothing to upload
so...
now
whats the story mory monkey for today???
hehehehehehehhe
yeahhhh
got great story for ya
well....this few days i kept bumping with him after long time lost contact
we're fine
still friend
maybe we're spending the last moment he still studying at the same place as i am
God's planning to met us for couple of times before we're 'depart' from each other
(hahahahahahha there's always something wrong with my english)
ok....
now...
lets start with da story
today...
i've being left alonneeeeeeeee by my BFF
well....as usual....they gone out...ppsttttt dating~~~and left me alone behind
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahha #EvilLaugh
ok enough laughing
today i had a chance hang out for a while with MrBoogie cuz i'm alone today
well...felt like ong time never sees him
i did't miss him
just this is the first time we met...back....just two of us...after the...teeetttttttttttt
hahahahahaahahahahahha
yeahhh
we talk,,,a bit
i gave him one of my BB bracelet
its fine for me
just...
i don't know...i did't love him as the way i used to before
i'm happy on how we are now.....we're friend...
just i like the way
how he touch my head yesterday,,,cuz its really itch on that spot
hahahahahahahahahaahahahahahahahhahahahhahahaha
ok
fine
fine
enough with that
i don't love him as lover just as friend
ok MrBoogie
hope we're still...can be friend.....
(why am i stuttering??)


but
something keeps playin' in my mind on what my friend just said
yeahhhhh i left many things behind that i did't consider much and think much
hahahahahahahahahha
tettttttttttttttttttttttttttttt
ok...i'm off to bed

Saturday, April 6, 2013

Yesterday is history,tomorrow is mystery



do u have something in ur heart that unspoken?
do ya'?
i have....
a lot....
theres plenty things that...
i don't know where i can 'spit' it out
its not that i don't believe my friends and so on
it just that....
i don't know
just gonna zipped it and keep it
but sometimes deep down...
i'm hurt
it's felt like bleeding inside
lots of secrets
lots of stories
lots of hurts that no one ever knows
i just keep on draw the happy smiles on my face but in fact
it just a fake smile to helps me to move on to the new life
yeahhh be happy with what i had and have
well...
what past is past
by gone is gone
although the scar was really deep
ppffttt
nite yawl...
c ya on the next post

FOREVER FOUR

Actually i want to surprise during our anniversary and print this out as 'MAGAZINE' just like the CAD Assignment...
however,,,there's problem with my pendrive so i can't print it... #Sigh
PLEASE>>THIS IS MY COPYRIGHT...PRIVATE AND CONFIDENTIAL TQ





Whaddup....Hello Lucky April ^_^ HAPPY ANNIVERSARY D'AMAS



HAPPY 2YEARS BFF ANNIVERSARY D'AMAS
hahahahahahahahahha
finally
on 04042013
its reachin' 2years of our friendship
sorry if my english writing a bit weird cuz i'm indonesian+dutch
of coz its a bit' berterabors
hahahahahha
whatever =.='
Happy anniversary to my BFF
and...holla April
well...
i want to say Thank you to Allah
because 2013 are like my lucky busy year
i got lots of jobs
and many offers
thank you Allah
and......
a wonderful family
now...
my steps family and also my sibling can gather around as one big family
Alhamdullilah and Thank you Allah
moreover...
dad's also got a lot of project thats cost almost RM100K
Alhamdullilah Alhamdullilah
well...
at the same time
we can't forget all the 'fortune' and gift that Allah have given to us right?
so...i hope everything will be fine as wonderful as now
Alhamdullilah =))

Thursday, April 4, 2013

The Day of day that not really good day...hahahahahahha

Yeahhhhhh
its almost convocation dayyy!!!
i'm excited....
hehehehehehhe
well
nowdays i'm busy with shooting drama's n so on
well just as an extra
but...
we're playin' main character too
we are the one that helps the film looks real..hahahahahahaha
well
enough with that
because not like last year
i got a lot of offer working as event crew
but this year....i got a lot of offer working with film/drama production
haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
my passion was only in event industries
maybe
it still not the day yet
just be patient and see how it goes
ok ok ok
i got a story to tell ya
hehehhehehehhe

yesterday....me and my friend
as usual
we will have a lunch at our college cafe
well...guess who do i meet??
haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
my-X man
hahahahahha
its not a big problem to met him at that place just that
unexpected right?
i'm fine with it
just...there some funny incident
can't tell ya
hahahahhahahahahahha
maybe u won't think it so funny
but
what i love the most...MrK..Ooppsss hahahahahhaha
ssshshhhh

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