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i'm a happy 4feet girl.... slumber... cheer... n friendly.... i like 2 sing, act and hosting like to create songs,poems and story. family,friends and writing are my life....

Thursday, October 25, 2012

Love is pain

i think i had enough...
horrifying love line tough me not to believe what is 'love'
i'm happy seeing my friends happy with the one they love
but as for me
i'm still afraid and being hurt by the past love history
its very very painful
and because of that
i don't believe of love
i have someone that filled my heart
but he is not fulling my life
just loving him from far distance
his not belong for me
cuz i'm...
don't know
i don't believe love
no no no
cuz love is like heaven
but it hurts like hell...
i think its better for me to keep busy with my own life
and besides
i have right to be friends with anyone i want... hummmmpphhh

Friday, October 12, 2012

me and my self

huarghhhh
at last
slowly
all the thing i've been busy all along
settle down...
heeeeeeeeeeeeeee
well
next week my final project team will opening our flee markets
now...
what i wanna tell ya' about??
hurmmmm??
nowdays
plenty of thing was playin' in my mind...
what??
hurmmm
hurmmmmmmm
something i've been keepin' for long long moments
what??
heeeeeeeee
nothing!!
maybe i'll tell ya in the next post
hahahahahha

Thursday, October 11, 2012

Marriage at young age,,,,

congarts to my roomate
she will be engage soon~~
wahhhhhh
Daebak!
hahahahahhahahha

well
in speaking abouy engage+marriage and so on
there's also other than that
they keep speking when i'll be married??
duhhhhh
as for me
i more prefer to be alone
why?
the old memoirs really hurts me so much
 the one that knows me well know what i've already been through
right??

well...
yuppps
its hurts me so much thats makes me hard to believe a man....
yupps
theres one that love me
theres one that want me
but as for me....
i don't know
i don't wanna be hurt again...
it's already happen twice
and i don't want it happen for the third time
and...
i already letting go someone that i love so much leaving me just like that
='(

Friday, October 5, 2012

Sexy me disappoint me =(

i don't know why nowdays i'm wearing too exposive outfits
maybe...
i'm tryin' to satisfied my disappointiness...being hurt so many times is not an easy thing
well...
i should't walking around with sexy outfits
i'll take that as a lesson
oh my...
i should't do it again
i should be someone that nice
hurmmmmm
i don't know how to cure my own heart
because the wound still hurting me although it's already a year past of the incidents
but it still seems so fresh for me
i should say sorry to my self
i should't torture my body and lets some anonymous seeing it in horrible situation
hummmphhhhhh
but..
there sometime i wanna him to know how i love him so much
i still lovin' him
but...
in the deep of my heart
it's ok if he can't be mine
at least he knows how i felt about him...=')
no matter i felt in love with other guys
at least he knows he the only one in my mind
ooppss
like in Jaypark song=> 'You r the only one i need'
yupps
heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

they have hurts me so much
the one that hurts me...
i can easily 4get about them
but why he is not?
he hurts me so many times i guess...
tettttttttttttttttt
c ya'

Monday, October 1, 2012

Hello October ^_^


yeahhhh
finally Pantene host search audition already over
good luck 2 all the contestant
hope 2 c ya later
well..
it's new experience
new adventure
new friends
i love this event
Ooppss
last week me,meor and sarah also worked together for Standart Chartered event
we had so much fun together although meor and sarah always fighting
hurmmmm
i don't what happen with those two
hopefully everything gonna be ok
i'll try my best to be a good friend
just worried about meor
he becomes someone that so workaholic
hope it will not disturb his studies
and for me
sometime i felt like i wanna quit
but i like my job so much
hope i can divide my time between my career & studies
amin...
i have planned that i don't want to continue my studies in Jakarta
just wanna stay here with my family..heeeeeee ^_^

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