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Wednesday, August 31, 2011

Cuti-cuti Gabai









hurmmm

plan nk ke melaka
then kata pulak nk ke lumut,perak
lastly g sg gabai kt hulu langat selangor gk sbb kete Honda rosak
and kete Kenari x muat nk sumbat ktorng 7 org nie
lastly terpaksa la nek 'Ferrari' abg ipar aq (kete saga) yg agak2 nk roboh 2
nk wt cmne
klu x...xberjln la hari nie
redha je la
adoyaiii
tp
vacation hari nie mmg best
walaupown agak penat
mmg seronok sgt2
tambahan pulak
aq ngan adik-beradik aq da ok
aq ngan kakak aq pown da gurau2 cm bese
tgk dlm pic pown da tw hubungan kami da bek
hehehehehehehe
sumpah best hari nie!!!
walaupown...haishhhh!
kuang asam nye tpa!
bkn nk ckp kne nek tgga
tangga die...ya ampunnn
aq rse klu dibandingkn ngan tgga kt batu caves
tgga nk ke puncak air terjun sg gabai nie lg tggi
bole kurus aq dlm 1 hari nie mendaki tgga jep
iskhhhh!
kne angkat beg air pulak 2
cuaca xd la panas hari nie
mendung and hujan renyai jep
ramai gilew yg dtg nk mandi kt sg gabai 2
tp bila da sampai ke puncak paling atas sekali
alhamdullilah
berbaloi penat+lenguh+sakit aq
air die...perghhh
sejuk gilew
bersih
and best!
tp syg...toilet mcm puaka
adoiii
lantak la
yg penting
air sungai die...Terrrbaekkk
hehehehehe
penat la jgk
kitornk lepak2 kt situ dr kul 1.30 cm 2 smpai kul 4.30 jep sbb air sejuk nk mampos!
hahahaha
kakak aq yg sulong plak takowt nk mandi sbb sejuk sgt
aq lak...lantak la sejuk pown
tp best
badan da mengigil cm org kne parkinson
tp best!!
hahahahahah
kitornk adik-bradik xhenti-henti gurau jep dr umah sampai la blk
lwn gusi spe paling besar la
lawan air
mcm2 la
mmg best sgt2
paling xthn
adik aq merengek ntah nk ape
then kakak aq tnye die nk ape
lastly die ckp
"kak, npe xbeli terapung...aq takowt tenggelam nie..."
hahahhaha
'terapung' yg die maksudkn 2...pelampung
adoyaiii
mcm2 al-kisah keluarga kami hari nie
kakak aq jatuh mse otw nk turun tgga
2 la
cover cun la sgt lelaki lalu sblh die
lastly
boomm!
jatuh dpn diorng...hahahahaha
jual mahal konon
aq lak gelak jep kt blakang die
ye lahg
mne x nye
jatuh dpn aq
ngan pegang basket picnic makanan
da jln konon
die pnye 'ayu catwalk' la
lastly
jatuh cm nangka busuk
hahahahaha
after that
kitorng g mkn kt KFC Subang
ya robbi
tempat 2 baru lg
and mmg selesa gilew tempat 2 tuk mkn2
tgk la pic aq amik kt atas
enviroment bersih
luas,pekerja die friendly
mmg best sgt2
first time aq lepak kt situ
kakak aq lak
tiap2 mggu breakfast kt situ
ngee~~~
aq oder chicken cjop
pergghhh
sodap hingga menjilat jari
sok pulak
xtw la nk kemana
hehehehe
dok uma kowt
or tgk wyg
entahh...hehehehehehe
penat la
nk rehat2 jp
bye2
nnt
aq post cito len
ade benda lg nk cito nie
hehehehehe

Tuesday, August 30, 2011

Merdeka Raya 2011


Dlm pada setiap muslim di seluruh Malaysia menyambut Lebaran Hari nie

Selamat Menyambot kemerdekaan yg ke-54 jgk tuk seluruh rakyat Malaysia~~~
hehehehehe

THE BEST RAYA EVER!!!





raya thn nie berbeza sgt2 ngan thn lepas

aq rase..termakbul doa aq mse aq solat sunat 2 rakaat kul 2pg td
mmg betol la tazkirah yg kt tv oasis 2 ckp
klu kite solat sunat mse sblm raya 2
doa2 kita aq termakbul
aq doa:
-raya thn nie akan jd hari raya paling bermakna
-kaluarga aq bahagia di dunia dan akhirat
-tak ada lagi perbalahan antara keluarga & saudara-mara aq
-murahkn rezeki keluarga aq
-ampunkan dosa2 kedua org tua aq
-dibukakn pintu hati aq tuk memaafkn org lain dan terbkk jgk pintu hati org len tuk memaafkn aq

alhamdullilah
termakbul doa yg pertama
thn nie beraya ngan family tiri aq ngan adik bradik aq
mmg bermakna sgt2
alhamdullilah
raya thn nie
mmg best
kitorng raya same2
kt uma aq
bpk aq dtg ngan mak tiri aq ngan adik-bradik tiri aq dr saujana utama
walaupown xjln jaoh
tp dwet raya aq masyuk....hehehehehe
mama J bg dwet byk...
brape???
rahsie r weiii
hahahahahaha
mmg raya thn nie best dr raya2 yg len
tp syg
xdpt nk ziarah rumah saudara-mara yg len
sbb xsempat
kitorng kua umah lmbt sgt
ngan bpk aq nk blk Negeri sembilan
xpe
esok masih ade
penat sgt2 nie
kitorng nk g bercuti
tp xtw nk g mne ni hah
nk g Melaka or Perak
confius...
hehehehehehehe
aq da pack baju
kne ikowt driver la nk g mne
cm thn2 lepas asik g Negeri Sembilan jep
thn nie
nk g bercuti tmpt len...
hurmmmm.....byk benda nk cito psl raya hari nie
hehehehehe
tp nk star dr mne pown sy xtahu
Oooppss....selain 2 jgk
after clash dgn someone...hehehehe
ramai pulak lelaki len cuba mencuri hati nie...
tp syg
skunk bkn masanya
sy xnk kecewa buat kali ketiga...
ok
bila da ready...
sy cari yg baru...
spe cepat...die dpt r
kn????
iskhhh
blaja dulu la.....Ngee~~~

RAYA!!!


nk update blog

tp xsempat...
nnt jp!!
hehehehehe
pape pown
raya thn nie da mmbkk hati sy tuk memaafkn sume org
termasuk yg da melukai hati sy
hehehehe
jgn risau
sy xnk musoh ngan spe2
so...sebesar mne pown slh anda terhadap sy
sy maafkn
maafkn sy jgk andai ada slh dan silap
for Wina n Hafiz
it's ok
it's fine....
nnt update lg
nk kua nie...hehehehe

Sunday, August 28, 2011

Coretan sebelum Syawal


Dengan Ini
sy ERNAINI BT MAHFUD
Ingin mengucapkn Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir & Batin kpd sume pembaca & follower setia blog sy yg xseberapa nie...hehehehehehe
selain 2 jgk...Selamat Menyambut Hari Kemerdekaan yg ke-54 kpd seluruh rakyat Malaysia
uishhh
xperasan pown da nk raya
terkejot aq
raya hari selasa???
xpe la
alhamdullilah baju da jumpa
kasut jep xsempat
mne nk cari kasut yg aq nk nie???
da g ampang park,jln tar,sogo,times square
xd
da la xsempat shopping plak 2
uishhh
xpe la xd kasut
lepas raya beli la
hahahahaha
yg penting
nk wt rambot dulu
2 yg xsempat
nseb bek bole lg wt appointment nk rebonding rambot sok
hehehehehehehe
nk rebonding blk or biarkn curl???
fashion skunk curl
nk bio rambot asal tumboh ke???
or rebonding blk???
ape2
tgk la sok cmne
hahahahaha
thn nie baru excited nk raya
sbb....thn nie bpk aq raya ngan adik bradik aq....
mcm thn2 lepas kn ngan mak tiri aq
skunk...ngan kitornk
alhamdullilah...baru la best raya
hehehehehe
thn nie gk bpk aq follow bercuti ngan aq ngan adik2 aq
bestnye....hehehehehehe
nk cite...
kite d hp baru...
alorhhh
hp ala2 blackberry
tp bkn blackberry
hp nie hp kakak aq sbnrnye
die xtw nk pakai cmne hp nie
pstu 2hari lepas die senyap2 tukar sim hp aq ngan die
last2....hah
amik ko
aq amik teros hp ko
spe suoh gatal tukar
die pown xkesah
aq pown...xpe la
bole pakai 2 sim plak 2 kt hp nie
hahahahaha
ok la 2
aq pown mula2 xtw nk pakai cmne
lastly....da 3 hari gk aq pakai
da bese da
ok la 2 walaupown blackberry ciplak jep
hahahahahaha

selain 2...panjang nie aq nk story mory ngan u all
adoiii
xnk la terpisah ngan geng2 kurang waras
nk 1 clz ngan dornk....ape la dugaan sem nie sampai kitornk kne berpisahhh....huhuhuhuhuhhu
tp,
nnt dornk borink pulak asik 1 clz sme je...xpe la
sem nie
last kite sume bergabong pown xpe
tp...sirius mmg xle pisah ngan dornk
wlupown kak ika ajak tukar clz sme ngan die
tp...bkn xsyg kak ika
cuma slame nie da bese ngan geng kurang waras je kn...hehehehehehe
sorry kak....
well,,,there's other story gk
aq xle terima
xle terima mcm masih xpercaya i'm single right now...hurmmmm
it just...hard 2 explain
npe???
die xcye sy cintakn die setulus hati???
fine...fine..fine...
ada jodoh ada la kn?
mungkin die bkn jodoh sy...we r more suitable as friend
hati aq da betol da kecewa
setiap masa teringat die je...selama 1bln ngan die
sume nye indah belaka...mcm mne aq nk lupa mcm 2 je???
igt aq suka die bcoz of his background???
mcm 2???
sy bkn perempuan murahan yg boleh dibeli dgn harta
bpk aq pown byk dwet jgk...kereta sy pown berderet...
xkesah la
astagafirullahalazimm...jgn la jd blk mcm pe yg jd antara aq ngan kayrul dulu
ssh nk lupakan seseorng
die ckp die msh nk bergurau and kwn aq mcm dulu
however...aq xboleh
sbb aq kecewa sgt2
sgt2 kecewa ngan die
paling menyakitkn hati is perempuan yg tak...iskhhhh
astagafirullahalazimmm
aq cuba sedaya upaya utk bkk pintu kemaafan tuk diornk
tp mcm xbole
ruang kemaafan 2 masih x ada
aq xnk bermusuhan and gado
aq pown xsuka gado2 ngan org
tp pe yg dorang da bwt mmg melampau
aq yg alami sendiri..mmg xd kemaafan tuk diornk
berdoa la ye semoga ruang kemaafan 2 terbuka
spe yg boleh maafkn kalau digame sampai mcm nie skali
aq xberdendam...tp tiada ruang kemaafan
kita bole berkwn
tp...xmcm dulu
aq tw d org ckp mcm2 lps benda nie jd
depends la nk fikir aq jahat ke ape
sbb aq xbwt pape pown
aq hanya mendiamkn diri lepas ape yg berlaku
aq igtkn...aq da xbole ceria mcm dulu
yes!
mmg aq xbole
however...dgn sokongan and kwn2 yg syg aq
aq d Geng2 kurang waras,Ct,Ruhi
paling special
Geng purple sy....Fadhli Zamni
hohohohohhoho
bkn boyfriend tp friend
hehehehehe
baru je knl die
tp mcm da lme kenal pulak
die senior kt KLMU
da semester akhir da pown...amik culinari arts
hehehehehe
dua2 sama gilew
mmg bagos la...hehehehe
thanx kt die 4 caring sgt2 kt aq
tp syg...die da semester akhir da pown...die otw nk g praktikal skunk nie
die kata xpe
nnt klu nk ajak lepak sme ngan die
just mcg die...hehehehehehehe
bagos2...

Jubah jgk~~~




agak memenatkn gk cari baju raya hari nie ngan family

perghhh
penat gileww
tp alhamdullilah
aq da jumpa baju aq
hehehehehe
mula2 niat nk cari kebaya
then...hahahaha
aq beli jubah jgk sme cm adik bradik aq sume nk pakai jubah
first time aq nmpk jubah pink nie
ntah...rasa cm cantek sgt
da la tggl 1 plak 2
dpt pulak yg mmg saiz aq
hehehehe
mmg beruntong
cantek gilew
nk kata jubah
nmpk cm gaun nk g award pown ade
tp
sumpah cantek
naseb bek muat2 ngan aq
harga...xyh cito la
xmurah pown...mahal jep
hehehehehehe
up next
kasut!~~~
hehehehe
pastu g salun pulak
buat rambot
ape lg
kne rebonding lg r jwbnye...hohohohohhoohhohoho
penat nie
xtw nk update pe
penat sgt2....
sok nk g ziarah kubor mak aq
tp yg the best hari nie mkn kt kedai mkn indon kt ampang ngan family aq
mkn pecal burung
perghhh
terbaek
paling terbaek
air klape serve dlm gelas besar...tgk r aq ngan adik aq minum cmne
mmg terbaeekkk r kedai mkn 2
kenyang~~~~
heheheehehehehehe

Friday, August 26, 2011

+MIss A Graphic House+

oh my goodness...hehehehehe

i got my business empire
hehehehehe
aduhhh
susah banget deyhh ngomong bhs english
ckp melayu je la
hahahahahaha
hah!
abg ipar aq td
die marah aq
die ckp kt aq
aq pandai edit video and buat kad kawin
npe aq xgunakn creativiti aq 2 tuk bkk bisness sdri
dulu mse aq form 4 kn aq penah wt bende2 nie sume
then start lepas SPM
aq da mls nk buat sbb laptop yg dulu rosak
die marah aq
drpd aq goyang kaki asik minx duit kt bpk aq
die suoh aq gunakn kepandaian yg aq ade nie tuk start bisness aq blk
abg ipar aq ckp
die akan tolong kuarkn modal
and aq pulak bole start buat keje aq
wahhh
bestnye
then aq ape lg
aq ckp aq nk bisness nie atas nme aq
hahahahaha
then die kata
die xkesah
asalkn aq bole guna modal yg aq dpt dr keje nie tuk aq hidop kt hostel
betol2 nk aq blaja berdikari dornk nie
campak aq g hostel
suoh aq keje
aduhaiiii
yg dulu 2 keje kt butik Cheetah mmg aq yg nk
nie bile da start suoh aq build perniagaan sendiri
sakit wokkk
haishhhh
redha je la
nk buat cmne
maybe nie peluang aq tuk sibuk2kn diri ngan mcm2 benda supaya aq bole lupakn sume mslh yg aq ade
hehehehehehehe
business aq nie akan bermula insyaallah
klu xd aral melintang
lepas raya da bole start
aq pown plan nk bkk butik skali
alahhh....oder baju kt kilang
then jual on9 or kt butik aq sendiri
lgpown...kedai runcit arwah mak aq da jd store
better renovate jd butik store aq kn???
hehehehehehe
excited lak aq
insyaallah aq akan jaga bisnez aq nie sebaik mungkin
amin...

New Chapter of Miss A

well...from now on

i'm gonna start with something new
starting from today
i'm gonna update my blog in english...hehehehehehe
agree???
yeahh...it's not that i'm trying to show off or anything
just want to improve my english
well...as u know
english was my fav. subject...kekekekekeke
so
if there's an error in my eng. language
i beg ur apologize cuz i'm not an english expertise like anyone else out there
hehehehehe
so...new me
new chapter
new life
new journey
yeahhh...new semester
next month after Eid-ul-Fitri...i'll be in 5th semester
time pass so quickly...oh my goodness
i didn't see that coming
however
next semester
i promise u it's gonna be a new me
not a nice Anne anymore
i'll be someone that more tough and strict
tired of people keep backstabbing me all this time
i only believe in certain people around me
'Geng Kurang Waras' of coz...
i'm already out from 'Geng Sawan'...bcoz of certain thing
it doesn't mean that i didn't love them
it just that
'Geng Kurang Waras' always there for me...
and in 'Geng Sawan'...i only closed with Sha Mazlan,Ct,kak ika,eira,put
kak mas...i'll settle with her later...hohohohoho
the other day i thought Sha Mazlan is not a good person
however
after knowing her very closely
she cares me more than the other
sory 2 say this...
what i have and analyze this back few days
already makes me realize
who should i believe or not
i can't be too nice to anyone
i have to stand up and voice out what i don't like and i like
goshh where have i been back this days??
i'm not my self and let people step on me
better watch out
i'm really2...urgghhhhhhh
i can't kept my anger anymore
i'll easily get anger if reminds me back what happen 2 me this back few days
it's ok
we'll see what will happen next
tooddless

Thursday, August 25, 2011

Miss A Hurts badly....(2)


the more i kept silent

the more hurt and hard it would be
hate to admit it
hate 2 just keep quite
i think it's time for me 2 be honest
i know somebody would be hurt if i tell the truth
however,
i can't keep this anymore...
i have 2 say what i have to say

remember when u said she has taken u'r heart before u know me
then u said that u accept me after she reject u bcoz she realize that she is belongs 2 someone
think back
u said u have been waiting 4 me 4 a long time because i still can't open my heart
is it true she has filled ur life before u saw me?
really?
think back before we've been together
u said that u will do anything 4 me and u loved me
goshh...i was like in the middle of the road bcoz at the same time i still love my ex
and at the same time i was thinking...
did u really love me?
or it just a jokes...
a long all the times we were skype,chat,texting,calling and u care so much about me
i thought u we're really love me
during 2-3days we were together
honestly i said, i still can't accept u
but after that
u have shown to me that u loved me so much
after that i also loved u 2 damn much just the way u do
u said all this time u have been with me and help me as a friend??
the 'love' word u have said to me everyday a long this 1 month was just a 'friend' word?
is it true??
can't u imagine how u crush my heart when u said that i'm just a 'friend'?
i saw ur tears when u try to settle everything up nicely during that night
i was fallin to that tears
however...actually
i don't want to see someone else is tearing bcoz of me
the truth is
i'm still hurts bcoz of u
can u imagine how hurt it feel when u didn't even fight 4 our love
during all this time u said what they said about both of u are lies
and i tried 2 fight back just the way u do
i promise 2 be by ur side and won't believe 2 what they have said
u also said it is a big FAULT to STEAL someone's fiance
and i trust u
she just jealous and nobody cares about her
and u just easily fallin to her when she said she jealous of us and want 2 accept u?
Just in one day...just one day....u already change everything and make me loses someone that i thought could change my heart
can u imagine how hurt i am during that day?
everything was fine and we are happy before she said something like that
Oh my goodness...
i keep tearing after u change and u are afraid 2 said u want to leave me
so, i just make it easy
and just said i don't want to continue this relationship anymore
both of u have hurt me so much
how can i faced both of u that already backstabbing me?
especially her that i believe so much and i share everything with her
i believe her to take care of u and let her be ur friend bcoz both of u have said to me
ur relationship is not more than a brother and sister
RUBBISH!
and i believe that
i don't know whether i want to forgive both of u or not
because it's really painful for me and unacceptable
i still can smile and laugh
but thats only a fake laughter and smile
u can mad to me to what i've already said
but think back
have u ever think what am i feeling right now?
pain...it is so...painful
only i'm the one who felt the pain
i think u will felt the greatest pain when she go back to where she's belong because she was playing around right now
she was looking forward 2 u bcoz she doesn't have her fiance to loved her just the way u loved me in front of her everyday...
try to flashback what u have done....
i'm not trying to blame u
just telling the truth and don't want u 2 continue doing mistakes
before she said she accept u back
u never left me behnd...but when she just used that word that she accept u bcoz her fiance didn't care about her...and u just fallin 2 that and left me behind
i remember what u have promise to me
what u text 2 me
what did u skype to me all this long
is it all a big lies???
it hurts..it's hurt so much
more hurtful than my ex
i'm afraid that i might hurts u
but u r the first one 2 hurt me
thank u so much 4 loving and care 4 me before this
i'm not vengeance 2 u
i'm not trying 2 pay back 2 what u have done
just want u 2 realize what u have done
wake up!!!
this is not the person that i've known before
what happen 2 u?
just let me die and don't makes me hurt like this...
i still can move on
however...i can dump the sting that both of u have left 4 me.

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OMG~~~

aigooo...baru jak nk g salun bwt rambot

bpk aq pulak otuing keje di Perak
xsompat den nk minx fuluss~~~
hahahaahahahahaha
xd la
da nk raya nie...bpk aq masih sibok keje
tp xpe la
utk anak2 die jgk...
betol x???
rezeki mencurah2 di bulan Ramadan nie
Alhamdullilah
Shopping raye pown belommmm
OMG...OMG....
hahahahaha
baju pown xtw nk cari mne
nk kua ngan Ruhi nnt
cari kasut bha kt TS
hak2
pejam celik
pejam celik
lg 5 hari kte nk Raya kn???
alhamdullilah puase ku bjln ngan lancar...[agaknye...kekekeke]
xsbr nk shopping raya ngan family sabtu nie
hehehehehehehe
aq masih xtw nk beli baju pe
alorhhh...pakai sekali jep
tp..tema family aq thn nie..Pink 4 ladies, Black 4 men
wawawahhhh....clz gitu nok~~~
Ya Tuhan...berilah keberkatan tuk hari raya aidilfitri thn nie
byk sgt dugaan...
like Fadh said yesterday:
[jp check Hp jp...kekekekekee]
-find the perfect person
-jgn tension2
hahahahahaha
2 jep
yg len are secret and confidential....kakakakakaka
seriously...sakit hati
sbr2...mls nk cito
tp nk cito
biarlahhhh
nk cito...Raya ke???
nope...
nk citoo...mkn ke???
nope...pose pulak dahhh
nk cito.....
cito2..citi2...citu2...
hahahahahaha
bosan nie
xtw nk bwt pe
kekekekeke
blogging2
Ya Ampunnnn
novel xsiap lg....hahahahahahahaha
cmne penulis nie???
bila aq nk menulis...ngeri tgk novel aq baru sesuku jln~~~~
bhahahahahaha
sabo2
i'll try my best...

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

Raya & Future

tersentuh ngan link youtube yg cynaz letak kt grup kurang waras...

seriuosly....nk nangis
sbb...ada iras2 sifat bpk aq yg caring sgt2 ngan anak2 die
bila tgk video 2...aq igt bpk aq
npe aq xsuka Raya???
sbb Hari Raya aq berubah lepas mak aq meniggal
xsama mcm Raya snlm2 nie
walaupown da 5tahun mak aq meninggal
still
kehidupan kitornk....hurmmm
perubahan drastik sgt2
Raya korban ke,,,Syawal ke...
xd excitemennya bila kne beraya asing2...
Bpk aq kne beraya ngan family baru yg die ada skunk
aq lak...tggl ngan kakak aq
so beraya ngan kakak aq...
bpk aq lak ngan mak tiri aq
paling sakit...
bpk aq r..after kitornk slm raya kne rush ke Negeri 9 umah mentua
seriusly...kira beruntong la kornk kt luar sne
family complete xddk asing2 ngan parents
msh bole beraya sama
aq...sedih bila igt cmne family aq smbot raya tiap2 thn
aq ckp cmni...bkn nk minx simpati or sje nk jual cito
blog aq tmpt aq mengadu
diary2 da xmain
2 old fashion...hehehehe
xd la
klu xd blog...henfon pown jd tempat aq mencurah cerita
sbb...aq xsuka ckp
suka menulis
hah!!!ckp psl menulis
aduhhh...novel aq bilo nk siap ni hah??
baru chapter bpe...climax cito pown belom
igt x aq d ckp aq tulis novel 'Kawan,Kolej & Facebook'?
insyaallah...aq akan habiskn menulis cuti nie
dlm masa yg sama
aq tulis cerpen pendek jgk
klu novel aq xle siap
maybe cerpen aq bole jd rezeki jgk...nk sgt2 jd penulis
hehehehehehehehehe
best tw x???
lgpown...diploma yg aq pegang nie
belom tentu lg kn bole bwk aq ke arah yg patut aq tuju lepas grad nnt
allahummaminzallin
aq nk jd something yg mmg my forte..ehemmm
hehehehehehe
my favorite,,,singing lorhhhhh
hehehehehehe
tp..menyanyi pown xle pergi jaoh kn???
AF8,AF9, klmu graduation choir & KLMU idol pown da bg byk pengalaman tuk aq
nk cuba benda len pulak lps nie...
hehehehehehe
ape ye???ade idea x???
cuba ranpas Bf org nk???
aq nk jd jahat jgk~~~
hahahahahahahahaha
sadis!

day by day...

chill2

jgn dlyn perasaan nie sgt...
nk mencarot bole x???
npe hati nie...BANGGANG SGT!!
sbr2...sbr2...
iskhhhhhh....
mslh masa lampau kembali menghantui aq
kali paling terok sbb kne kt kwn yg dulunya 'Baik'
puihhh
sorryy...hati aq sakit sgt2
tiada maaf bgmu
si Fadhil lak ajak lepak2 sme
alorhhhh....soryyy
Anne mmg akan jd Anne yg sama
however, if certain situation needs me to change my attitude
i have 2...
i hate 2 be plastic
klu aq xsuka
means xsuka
sgt2 benci si pompuan 2 bila di ingat blk
xrase she was playing with everyone heart..kn?
ngan tunang die, ngan spe yg die ada skunk...malah ngan aq
menyesal aq pernah rapat sgt2 ngan die
poyo r ayat ko dulu

'Ingt 3 bnda jeko pgang dlm ber cinta ni
  • kjujuran..

  • percaya..

  • kesetian..

  • tau...

  • pgang ni...

  • klu ko syg hapiz...

  • hapiz trlalu syg kan ko sgt2.'

    bangang kn???

    byk benda die da tipu aq yg mmg aq xdpt nk maafkn die lansung

    4 Hafiz...it's up 2 u nk marah ngan post aq nie sbb mengata die

    bkn mengata...there something yg org xtw psl die

    pape la
    only aq ngan Ct je tw die spe
    da kitornk btiga jep yg rapat
    mls r...menyampah!
    fokus tuk lesen kete aq lg bagos
    fokus aq nk continue keje, cari keje lg bagos
    fokus blaja...
    pintu hati aq da tertutup blk
    kali nie lebih rapat
    sbb kes kali nie lg berat dr Kayrul
    however...dlm kesusahan hati n resah cmni
    aq masih d kwn2 aq yg len still support aq dr belakang
    mcm Fadh nie..hahahaha
    ntah dr mne die dpt no.fon aq
    kuang asam
    ngah mcg2 ngan die r nie...wlupown baru kenal
    otak 2x5 ngan aq
    GILEWW
    hahahahaha
    ktornk geng 'Purple',,,jgn jelez...
    Fadh ngan Ruhi da buat aq happy hari nie...
    Thanx dear,,,kekekekeke
    walaupown kornk laki...
    aq akan lyn kornk cm kwn pompuan...hahahahahaha

nk raya dahhh


wahhhhh
rumah aq da cantekkk
da cat
da kemas
ada hikmah aq xle blk sbb exam
kakakakakakakakakaka
kuih raya pown da d
yg tggl hanya...shopping abju raya
tp...aq xrasa nk raya
hurmmm
phm2 la npe kn??
raya aq xsama cm org len...='(
mls nk cito npe
tp as umat islam...hari yg baik
kita sambut la dgn baik walaupown pelbagai dugaan yg mendtg...
insyaalah...
kn...
nk beli naju pe nie??
aq belom jumpa lg baju yg aq nk
kasut...lg r
xd pe pown lg skunk nie
hah!
nk berterima kasih kt kwn aq yg setia bersama aq selama....dr form 2 kitornk kwn tw...hehehehe
Ruhi..sggup ko dr shah alam nk menjempot aq...iskhhh2!!
klu d kelas xyh la jempot aq MEON!!!!
aq lak jenoh nk kne tggu ko td
hahahahahaha
xd r
BTW
thanx Ruhi...ko pown da happykn aq hari nie
lepak2 uma ko
amboiii...aq baru blk ko da tarik aq g uma ko
maklumlah da lme xjumpa
hahahahaha
tq2 da buat aq happy sesangat...
soklan2 ko td 2
sorry
mls aq nk jwb...kakakakaka
len kali je la
k

T.T

aq tahan jep

tahan jep...
of coz aq sedih
dr smlm aq try tenangkn hati aq
sorry 2 say
aq xbole kwn ngan Wina mcm dulu lg
aq benci die
sorry sgt2
mmg dia da tikam belakang
klu nk suruh kwn ngan Hafiz
it's fine
but Wina
can't accepted
mmg xd pintu maaf
smlm sengaja aq blk awal dr lepak2 kt bwh
sbb aq da xbole nk tahan perasaan marah n sedih aq
lg2 bila die hang out ngan Wina
sorry 2 say
masih xboleh terima sume nie
sbb aq rasa aq da jumpa org yg aq rasa betol2 tuk aq
everytime aq bangon tido or kt mne2...mesti nk menangis
tlg jgn ganggu aq buat masa nie
Hafiz nk sgt hantar aq blk
tp...muka dia pown aq xsggp nk pandang
so aq decide
biarlah aq blk sendiri jep
xckp kt spe pown...
aq da sampai rumah da
sorry 2 say this in my blog
aq peluk die for the last time lepas celebrate bday die hari 2 yg kite suma da mandi then lepak kt bwh blk
sbb aq tw
aq tw esok aq[smlm]
aq akan kehilangan die
xpe la hari terakhir kita bersama
masih ada sweet memory yg bole dsimpan
so...for now on
i just need my space
my space 2 be alone
Hafiz aq maafkn
but Wina...mmg tiada maaf
sbb die da main2 kn perasaan sume org
aq masih sedih n xbole terima
walaupun just 1bln jep kita kapel
however...da mcm2 kenangan manis kita simpan
favorite aq...of coz la from 21st July kita kapel
xpnh 1 pown aq lupa...tp makin aq igt
makin aq yg sakit
biarlah...cuti kn 3mggu
aq akan amik 3mggu nie as....masa tuk aq jaoh dr kornk sume dlu
sorry...amat memerlukn ruang tuk aq kembali mcm dulu
still can kwn...tp
xmcm dulu...sorry...sorry

What is past is past

kagum ngan kejujuran ko td

settle secara baik...nice
actually aq da xnk dgr sumenya
da mmg bkn takdir kita bersama kn???
bg aq...
aq berat hati nk tgglkn ko
however...
love can't be force
mmg berat...sgt2 berat bg aq nk ckp,dgr n luahkn ayat
'sampai disini shj hubungan kita'
mcm aq da bg pihak ketiga menang n aq mengalah
however
i have to say it n listen to it
thanx 4 loving me all this time
i know it's gonna be hard
sorry if i nie jenis yg xsuka sgt nk ckp benda2 berat cmni
bkn xnk ckp
just xnk lukakan hati sesiapa
cukup la kte da pernah gado hari 2
jgn slhkn diri sendiri
cuma....aq msh xboleh nk terima 'POMPUAN' 2 da rampas ko dr aq
lg 1
lepas kita da kapel baru nk ckp die suka kt ko
nonsense
can't accepted it at all and can't forgive her
cuz my heart is already break so much
however
i don't want this will be the end of our friendship
just that
Ernaini nie
klu tgh sakit hati
jgn diusik dulu
cuz i'm a fragile person
let me accept everything slowly
however
i'm proud with ur honesty 2 said something honest 2 me
Ernaini will still be the same...happy go lucky
just that
dia akan menjaohkn diri and mengasingkn diri
jgn slhkn diri sendiri
awk xslh
da hati kita masing2 kata suka sama suka
however...it just sayang biasa
not cinta
tp....yg before this mmg sy cinta awk setulus hati
tp da bkn jodoh kita
i just accept it and keep on smiling and move on
a month with u has giving a lot of best memory
thanx a lot 4 memories at tasik titiwangsa,library,TS and wangsa walk
it's really precious 4 me
don't worry
i'm not someone yg akan berdendam or anything
everything it's over
we're just gonna be friend
i'll be leaving soon i guess
still on planning
so...farewell
gud luck 4 ur studies
thanx for helping me
thanx 4 loving me
thanx 4 make me happy...i'll be fine
it just that
everything will be slightly change...
i just accept what just happen is already past 4 me
take care..
Oooppsss...it's almost Raya right?
Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Maaf Zahir Batin...
Luv u...friend,(^.^)

so sweet

" if this world should lose someone as special as you..it would be lesser place to live on:) i leaked a tear when i read what you wrote...A student like you, would be quite hard to forget... i see a great future in you and i do wish you all the best, in good times... And in bad:) my prayers are always with you... Don't worry, this is not the end... it's just a beginning to something exciting... We'll meet again... That i can promise you... Thank you for being so supportive of me and for being your true wonderful self... Now i know when i leave klmu... you would be one of sweet wonderful memory cherished in heart =) take care dear... i wish u all the best!"


+My favorite lecture send this 2 me+
i promise him i won't forget him...^.^
i will keep this message...wweeeee

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

english exam was the best!!!

kenyang...mamam spaghetti kt nice kafe...

hehehehehehe
ni hah ngan ijan ngan fadhill...hehehehehehehehehe
actually aq ngah down gilew
but
biarlah....mls nk lyn perasaan aq nie
spe la yg nk peduli kn???
bf sendiri pown xpeduli
mmg best la
xcontact ape pown
entah
aq nie....mls nk bersuara
biarlah senyap mcm nie
from here
aq da tw la isi hati die cmne
but just let it go...let see how far it will goes
but...whatever....


hah! nk cito psl exam Bi aq hari nie
hehehehehehe
wahhhh
xsampai 1 jam aq jwb but soklan bole tahan r
alorhhh
tp byk gk aq tembak LOL!!!
hahahahahahahaha
tp..before exam english td ktornk ade study r sikit
aq,riki,cynaz,haziq,doti,zula,sarah ngan mmbe si aizul nie...naim
hehehehehehehe
mmg best la
uishhhhh
xpernah study english sebegitu tekun cmni
hehehehehehehehe
but alhamdullilah
mmg mujarab kitornk study td
sumenye digunakn dlm exam
alhamdullilah jgk aq bole jwb exam td...nseb bek haziq mention psl proper noun,collective noun la amende
tp part yg 2 aq rse aq da slh kowt...alorhhhh
iskhhhh2
xpe la benda da lepas
but yg paling best
hehehehehehhehehe
sir kamal dtg jumpa dlu wish gud luck tuk exam
hahahahahaha
2 yg bg semangat 2
hehehehehehehehe
mula2 aq xnmpk die kt pintu
then aq nk letak beg...die tegor ckp gud luck
same goes with his girlfriend miss Fariha
wish gud luck gk
aq da anggap sir ngan miss cm kakak ngan abg aq da
sbb da dornk mmg lyn aq cm 2
heehehehehehehe
umo dornk pown xd la tua mne pown kn
however...exam hari nie mmg gempak
unfortunately hari nie
xdpt join bkk pose ngan smbot bday cynaz ngan geng2 kurang waras
da la hari nie last day ktornk jumpa tuk sem nie
nk wt cmne
nnt aq nk blk cmne????
kn???
kak mel kata aq ngan dornk xngam???
xd la...mse kt meja bulat 2...aq bknnye sengaja diam or xnk lyn org
da aq hari nie ngan xd mood...ngan mcm2 mslh aq...nk study englishhh
perghhhh
punya la aq cari kt setiap slide abbreviation 2 ape
lastly xjumpa pown
da tension sgt
ape lg
aq men game r!!!
hahahahaha
tp syg r xdpt smbot bday ngan bkk pose ngan geng kurang waras
xpe la
sem dpn kite jumpa k...
insyaallah kalau xd aral melintang...hehehehehehe
2 pown klu nk register clz same2 lg kn...
mne la tw klu2 aq ketinggalan~~~~
kekeekkekekekekekekekeke
xd la...insyaallah...
lg pown aq rse
english sem dpn lg best kowt
buisness communication skills
wahhhh
hehehehehehhehe
public speaking
my favorite...kekekekekeekekekeke
bole jak...

siottt..PLASTIK

ko mmg xd rse berslh kn pompuan???

sempat2nye ngan muka xd rase berslh patu menyendeng ngan laki aq jep
laki aq pown 1
xd tanye...aq da blk uma ke belom
aq ktne
padahal exam hari nie sme je kn??
iskhhh
yg pompuan pown 1
BANGANG!!!
da tw ko 2 tunang org
ko buat aq cmni???
ko tikam belakang aq
aq da lama bersbr tw x?
skali dua jd cmni aq le terima
ni da dekat seminggu aq nmpk ko gatal ngan laki aq
mmg xsedar diri lansung kn???
poyo r ckp hubungan takat cm adik beradik
cm sial ayat ko
org sial pown xbuat ayat cm ko
laki aq pown da brubah
padahal baru 4 hari aq blk sg buloh hari 2
ko nie...amik kesempatan kn??
pompuan sial mmg cm 2
hah...kang xpsl2 aq men samak pulak ngan ko
hari 2 menangis2 bkn men minx maaf xnk buat perangai lagi
ko buat lagi
dua2
same jep!
slambe ko nek kete bedua jep ngan laki aq
padahal nk g exam pastu tggl pulak kwn2 yg len
nmpk sgt kornk d hubungan sulit!
puiihh!!!
aq pown xnk tgk muka ko td
cm bangang!
xd rse berslh pulak 2!
banggang!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
mmg plastik!
talam 2 muka!!
plastik!plastik!!!!plastik SAMPAH!!!!!

SAKIT HATI!!!

tolong la...stop...aq da xsggp men permainan nie lg

skit hati fikir tw
benda da obvious
aq rse beban tw x???
kornk xtw ke perasaan aq mcm mne skunk nie
mmg best la buat cmni
klu nk sgt!
ko putuskn tunang ko aq putuskn die
bole aje
xd mslh kn???
bg la aq hidop ngan tenang
seriously....stop
aq rasa beban sgt2
npe xckp je dr dulu
jgn men permainan nie lg
aq da penat
hati aq betol2 da terkoyak besar da nie
benda nie..iskhhh
aq sornk jep xtw
igt pe dornk ckp tipu
rupanya betol
terima kasih sgt2
time exam pulak 2 jd
enough
aq xnk jd bek lg
bia aq buat pe yg aq ptt buat

Monday, August 22, 2011

gamers

smlm aq organize bday Bf aq

mmg best sgt2 mlm smlm
lepak overnight smpai kul 6pg
iskhhh mmg gilew r
tp dlm gilew2 seronok2
ade gk yg bwt aq mmg....sakit hati
serios rse berslh ngan kak mas ngan ira
rupanye pe dornk ckp sumenye betol
cukup pe ct bgtw smlm
da cukup tuk pe yg aq ptt dgr
baguslah aq da tw benda yg betol kn????aq xtw aq nk tgglkn ko
xyh r nk cover kebohongan demi kebohongan
aq da penat
ckp je lah terus terang korng berdua mmg ada hubungan
cmni erk?
aq syg ko ikhlas sgt2
da la ssh tuk aq bkk pintu hati aq tuk org len
terima kasih sgt2
sume da terbongkar kn???
aq xtw nk tgglkn ko ke x
sbb aq syg ko sgt2
tp.....nmpk cm
aq xptt lg lama ngan ko
cume wt sengsara hidop aq jep
klu ade die len....klu xd die len ko ngan ko
sorry...kali nie
hati aq da betol2 terluka sgt2

da nk cuti....

En.Zulhafiz...perhatian2!!!

HAPPY BDAY SYG!!!!
hehehehehehehehehe
walau pe pown
sy akan slalu syg awk
k...
cehhhh
bkn nk cito psl abg syg aq nie
nk cito2 la
psl exam aq
astagafirullahalazimm...
robbana atina fiddunya hasanah wafilarhirotil hasanah wakinah azabannar
aq xtw pe aq jwb kt paper aq
aq study tw
tp alhamdullilah
bpe soklan jep xdpt jwb
tp jwpn yg aq bg tuk exam aq pown
bkknye betol sume....slang ayat aq byk slh
hampeh
ngee~~~~
takowt jep gred aq sem nie cm nie
exam OB r cm...AAARGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
hampeh!!!!byk soklan aq tggl
paling aq ske exam IMC smlm
terbaekkk wok
byk soklan ble jwb
padahal
2 subjek yg aq benci
OB lak subjek yg aq ske
ntah npe byk soklan miss
leh dikatakn almost 20marks hilang begitu sahaja
Ya Allah....dpt C+ pown jd r
jgn rosakkn gred collection hambamu ini ngan E/D...alorhhhhhhh
amin..amin Ya Robbal alamin...
tidak mahu...tidak mahu
tp yg sy tahu IMC nk A+
hahahhahahahahaha
Amin...
bole lak tawar menawar..heheheheheh
hah!
ngantok aq bangon sahur kul 3pg td
abg syg sy la ajak sahur
awal gilew
aq lak ttbe selsema pg td sbb kurang tido study byk sgt
mkn la kt dean..oder kue teaw sup ngan milo panas
pergghhhhh
kue teaw die betol2 cm makanan tuk org sakit
XSEDAP!!!
Hafiz xsuka tgk aq mkn slalu xhabis
so klu ngan die
kene habiskn gk la pe aq mkn 2
sabo je la
tekak aq da xnk telan da makanan 2
tp....klu xdisbbkn u syg
da i muntah blk pe i mkn 2
mkn je la bg habis
TP!!!
sia2 shj pengorbanan aq 2
pagi td kul 9pg aq bangonn
OH TIDAKK!!!!
aq xbole pose!!!!hampeh!!!hahahaha
tp dlm hati sy suka
hahahaha
alorhhhh
sikit jep lg nk raya
time nie gk xle nk pose..adoyaiiiii

Sunday, August 21, 2011

Ngeee!!!!rahsia2!!!

astagafirullahalazimmm

aq xtw la nk simpan or nk ckp
klu ckp xbek pulak
klu simpan pown....aq gk yg dosa
astagafirullahalazimmm
ya Allah...ampun kn la dosa aq pe yg aq nmpk kt hostel td
aq xtw aq ptt diam or...ckp
entah
tp xsptt nye kn die wt cm 2
eyhhh
jgn slh faham
aq ngan Hafiz xbuat ape2 yg slh
tp org len
bkn aq...entahh
ngee....nk cito2 ni hah
aq bkn nk jd mulot tempayan
but
demi kebaikan die gk
iskhhh!!!
die xspttnye wt cm 2
ya Tuhann...mentang2 aq xd kt hostel,,,
kesabaran aq pown ade batasnye,,,

Saturday, August 20, 2011

KOrean Pajamas...





Ngeee~~~~comel gilew baju tido nie doe!!!

mne nk cari?????
aq google td
kt singapore d 1 store yg jual pajamas nie
kt US kedai die=kigurumi shop
lorhhhh
kt Malaysia xd ke???
comel...nk je aq beli 1
buat sdri pown bole
tp aq xpandai gne mesin jahit
alorhhhh
mne nk cari nie???
kornk tw x nk cari ktne baju tdo cmni?????
iskkhhhhhh!!!!
nk jgk!
nk jgk!
awat yg paling dekat Singapore jep
klu cynaz blk singapore
agak2 le kirim kt die x????
hehehehehe
aq g google td
yg kedai kt Singapore 2 le bwt delivery kt Malaysia klu d yg nk oder
tp
tgk r...dwet Singapore lg besar dr Malaysia
baju tido nie klu kt Singapore harga baju nie $66.90
ce drb ngan dwet Malaysia???
da nk dekat RM200 cm 2
lom masok kos penghantaran lg
kn???
kang bpk aq bising lak RM200 tuk baju cmni...ngeee...
nk seribu daya xhendak seribu dalihh
alorhhhh
kt sni xd jual ke baju nie???!!!!
alooorrhhhhh

Friday, August 19, 2011

290 post: Coklat Sejuk

Hehehehehehehehe

Nk dgr cite aq ngan adik aq yg umo 5 thn x???

Tgh hari smlm

Adik aq ngadu lapar

Die nk la mkn coklat kt freezer

Aq ckp

Amik je la

Tgh aq kt ruang tamu tgk tv

Then aq dgr bunyi air kt singki

Aq pown pelik

Adik aq kata nk mkn coklat

Yg die bkk air kt singki wt pe?

Aq igt die nk basoh tgn ke ape

Skali…lame gilew die kt dapur

Aq pown musyhkil

Aq g r dapur

Tgk2

Die tgh jengket2 kt singki

Ya Robbi….aq nmpk die basoh coklatr yg die nk mkn 2

‘Haikal!ko bwt pe 2?!”

Terkejot die aq tegor die then die ckp pet w

‘coklat nie keras…aq basoh r’

Hahahahahahahaha

Aq tahan gelak jep masa 2

Die g basoh coklat 2 mcm ikan sbb coklat 2 da keras

Ya ampunn

Mmg la

Aq ckp kt die

Mkn cm 2 je

Yg die g basoh bwt pe

Die dab wt muka takowt da igtkn aq marah die

Aq gelak2 jep lepas tegor die

Hahahahahahahahahaha

Coklat die g basoh ngan air kt tap singki sbb keras sgt…heheheehehehehe

Naseb bek aq nmpk

Klu x sampai ke petang bdk 2 dok basoh coklat die

Hahahahaha

Bese la

Bdk 5 tahun…

Thursday, August 18, 2011

Kucing=Cat

Ngeee…kasian kucing 2 xle jln

Aq terjumpa kt sblh umah makcik aq

Kaki die..mcm patah jep

Dua2 kaki kt blakang plak 2

Aq dukung

Pastu bpk aq nmpk pulak

Pastu bpk aq marah

Iyelah…sbb aq kn xbole pegang kucing

Nnt selsema…

Tp kesian kucing 2

Hurmmm…ngesot2 xle nk jln

Aq nk je belai nk bwk balik bg mkn

Tp bpk aq xbg

Aq pown angkat la kejap kucing 2 letak kt tempat yg selamat sikit

Kasian tw x…die ‘meoww…meoww’

Tesentuh aq….aq xle tgk kucing cm 2…

Ciannn….

Aq suka kucing…tp

Bpk aq xbg aq pegang sbb aq pernah sakit belai byk2 kucing dulu…huhuhuhhuhuhu

Takdir Allah

Hanya tuhan je yg tahu betapa sedihnya aq ngan pemergian pakcik aq

Bkn pura2 tw

Family aq ngah wt kenduri tuk pakcik aq kt sini

Kt indon pown ngah wt kenduri

Aq pown ade turun tlg2 gk

Bila sume org bercerita tentang kebaikn die

Aq cuba tahan air mata aq

Xnk la nmpk sgt

Ye la….da aq yg paling rapat ngan pakcik aq

Die prnah bg duit belanja

Dia pernah jaga aq

Bila dia tiba2 pegi mcm nie…

Mmg terkilan

Terkilan sgt2 xdpt jumpa dia buat kali terakhir

Mengingatkn aq mcm mne mak aq meninggal dulu pown mcm nie

Sume bercerita ttg die je

Da takdir Allah utk die kembali ke rahmatullah kn?

Aq xd pic die lak nk tunjuk kt kornk

Hurmmmm….

Sedih sgt….(T.T)

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

Suka duka hari2 ku....

Ya Allah…

Terkejotnye aq bila dpt berita pakcik aq da meninggal dunia

Ptt la xsdp hati jep

Innalillahiwainlalillahirojiunn

Da la pakcik aq jaoh kt Indonesia

Bpk aq paling sedih

Xle nk blk sbb passport bpk aq baru jep expired thn lepas

Cmne nk blk ngan keadaan bpk aq yg xsehat n bpk aq byk keje

Sedeyhh gilew n terkejot gilew td

Aq mmg xle nk tahan air mata aq

Nngis je la bln2 pose nie

Mse 2 tgh otw g times square ngan Hafiz

Ct ajak g TS

Dlm kete aq nangis

Aq kesian kt bpk aq la

Da la bpk aq xsehat

Pastu dpt berita cm 2

Aq nie…yg pakcik aq jaga aq dr kecik and manjakn aq

Ttbe je pegi mcm 2

Seorng lg org yg aq syg

Pergi tgglkn aq ngan family

Dok jaoh lak 2 kt indon

Aq rse aq baru je jmpe pakcik aq sebln lepas die turun Malaysia jp

Ya Allah…

Tempatkn lah ronh nya di tempat orang2 yg beriman…amin

Hari nie g TS

Ct r nie paksa2 aq pegi

Mula2 mmg aq excited nk pegi

Igtkn pegi ngan die,mirul ngan Hafiz jep

Skali die ajak si Eira ngan Put

Hah…kak i ka aq bole terima lg

Dornkk bedua

Minx maaf la ye

Hati aq msh terluka lg ngan pe yg dornk buat

Huh!

Myrul kononnye nk basoh otak aq ngan ape ungkit blk psl pe yg jd sblm

Aq pown tgh angin

Ape lg…aq basoh otak die blk

Diornk nk aim ckp aq xikhlas syg Hafiz sbb aq xrse jelez or marah ble nmpk die pegang tgn ngan Hafiz

Hello…aq tw la persahabatn dornk cmne

And…iskhhh

Aq bkn xjelez

Spe xjelez BF kte ngan org len kn???

Of coz aq jelez…tp aq xd la psyco cm popmpuan2 len yg nk marah laki die sbb benda remeh cm 2

Buat pea q nk marah WIna direct cm 2???

Kornk nk ajar aq cmne nk jge laki aq???

Tolong jgn jd org yg cetek pemikirannya ye…

Aq bkn budak kampong!

Aq tw la mcm mne nk jaga hati n perasaan laki aq

Hafiz pown ade Tanya kt aq pe aq xske dgn pe die buat

Aq mention kowt psl yg pegang tgn 2 and die minx maaf

And die ckp dia minx maaf and kadang die xsedar sbb hubungan ktorng masih baru kn???

Die entah la

Kornk buat kitornk cmni cm xkenal ktorng spe je kn??

Aq ngan Hafiz jep tw diri kitorng cmne

Jgn sesukahati je ckp aq xpernah ikhlas syg die

Sbb 2 kornk nk laga2kn ktorng???

Cm 2???

Da r

Malas cite psl kornk

Wt sakit hati jep

Yg penting

Aq ngan Hafiz bahagia

Aq ckp kt Hafiz…amik nie as pengajaran tuk ktorng tuk saling percaya n support antara 1 sama len

HAri nie aq seronok sgt spend time seharian ngan die

Ct r nie…konon jep ajak g TS

Skali die,eira,put,kaki ka ngan mirul

Tgglkn aq ngan Hafiz je

Iskhhhh

Klu xsbb syg ko CT

Aq xnk g TS sbb d 2 org 2

Then, lantak kornk r nk menghilang kemana

Asalkn aq dpt spend time ngan org yg aq cintai

Sumpah best gilew ngan die jep hari nie

Npe aq xsedar yg selama nie

Org yg mmg layak tuk aq

D kt depan mata aq…hurmmm

Walaupown aq ngah sedih psl pakcik aq

Die cuba sedaya upaya buat aq happy hari nie

Mmg aq syg die sgt2

Die asik cm xsangka aq akan jd slh sorng yg die syg dlm hidop die

Asik mention psl rupa paras die jep

Then, aq ckp kt die

Aq bkn tgk rupa paras, aq tgk hati n dalaman org 2 mcm mne

Xkesah la pe org nk ckp psl BF aq

Die hensem ke, xhensem ke

Asalkn die syg aq and terima aq seadanya…cm 2 la jgk perasaan aq kt die

Mmg aq suka tgk lelaki hensem

Tp…sifat dalaman 2 yg penting

Da nk sebulan ktorng kapel

Mcm2 dugaan…aq ckp kt die

Walau pep own jd…aq ttp akan ade kt sisi die

Aq da bgtw die yg psl tindakan terbur-buru aq nk tgglkn die

Tp…fikir2 balik

Aq kan jd org yg palin bodoh bwt mcm 2…sbb die syg aq sgt2…mcm 2 la jgk aq

Tgk la cmne die jaga aq slme nie…

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

ape mslh la...

cian pakcik aq jauh nun kt indon

family aq xle nk wtpe r
die tgh sakit tenat skunk nie
kakak aq ngan abg ipar aq yg akan kesana nnt
entah la..
kami hanya mampu berdoa jep
kn?
skunk...ade mslh besar ngan Geng sawan
xtw npe bole ade gado besar nie
klu kornk syg aq
kornk xkn wt cmni kn
statement 'BODOH'
mmg da betol2 bwt aq sakit hati
aq punya la minx maaf dgn pe yg jd
pastu kornk bwt aq cmni
thanxs...ape mslhnye aq xtw
aq bkn xdgr pe kornk ckp
aq xnk benda yg sama jd lg antara aq ngan Kayrul dulu pown cmni
gado sbb dgr ckp org
xtw nk ckp ape la kn
skunk aq cuma berhati-hati
kornk yg da lama kwn ngan die
mesti kenal die cmne
mcm nie kornk bwt kt aq...
terima kasih byk2...
lps nie mmg da len gilew r kwn ngan kornk
iskhhh...takkan la si hafiz 2 player??
die tw la batas2 die
Wina 2 pulak tunang org
ape yg jd kt dean 2 lakonan semata-mata
aq mls nk fikir byk
kornk xnk kwn aq
sukahati kornk la
sblm nie pown kornk bkn tw aq wujud pown...kn?
fine la klu nk ending sume cmni
aq xkn tgglkn die
aq tgglkn kornk jep
sbb aq rasa mcm xdihargai
npe arie ngan kak ika kornk xtegor cm Wina ngan Hafiz?
aq sian gk tgk si Miera 2...
xd pown aq cegah cm kornk buat nie
ntah mls nk fikir byk...da nk raya kn
aq maafkn la pe kornk buat walaupown aq da betol2 sakit ati ngan kornk
pelik npe kornk cmni
cmni kornk hargai laki aq yg da byk tlg kornk selama nie?
kornk da setahum kwn ngan die
mcm baru skunk lak kornk tw psl die
aq yg xslalu ngan die tp bila ngan die
aq tw la org die cmne...
sumpah sakit hati gileww...org aq syg wt cmni

Monday, August 15, 2011

Perjuangan!!!

ngeee...

ape nie??
sy da jd milik org len la
jgn la bwt status yg kecewa gila babeng ngan aq
sorry
sy xjd nk tgglkn BF sy..and minx2 jodoh kami berpanjangan
2 sume slh faham
da settle da
aq xkn wt tindakan terbur-buru lg
xmo...xmo
sy syg Bf sy
adushh...jgn la bwt cmni
ko la...lambat sgt
cuba la since ko jmpe aq 2 ko ckp ko ske kt aq
insyaallah aq pertimbangkn ko tuk jd BF aq
lg pown
kita d byk persamaan
and maybe klu ko ckp dr awal ko ske aq
kite da bole jd pasangan serasi kowt...hak2
tp 2 la
ko lmbat sikit...jep
LAMBAT la ko nie!!!
haissshhhh
ntah la...tp kwn ngan ko best
kn2...
hehehehehe
xpe2
kita masih bole jd kwn kn???
ko jgn la mcm nie
jgn down sgt...cool2..
kita masih bole kwn
ok?
sorry sgt2...aq syg Bf aq
mmg konflik sblm nie bwt aq trpkse nk tgglkn die
tp aq xbole
sbb aq syg die sgt2
sorry k...kita kwn jep
ok...=)

Sunday, August 14, 2011

TENSIONNNN

Ya Allah.......

harap ape yg aq buat nie betol
pergi dr sume org
aq rase 2 yg terbaik aq ptt buat
aq da xsggp nk hadapi sume nie
mmg tension nk mampos
klu betol pe kornk ckp
klu betol pe yg kornk suspect selama nie
klu betol kornk nk aq tgglkn sume
fine...itu yg aq akan buat
aq bkn just akan tinggalkn die jep
aq tinggal kornk2 skali
lg bagos klu aq xknl sume skali dr dulu kn?
sbb aq nie menyusahkn jep
klu aq tw dr awal
sudah2 tentulah aq xstart sumenye
klu aq nie jd tembok penghalang,klu dornk da mmg d relationship pown
aq xkn teroskn relationship nie
mslhnye aq syg die sgt2
da la nk exam ngan aq nk present final project aq
ade mslh mcm nie pulak
aq xtw nk mengadu kt spe
lagi aq pendam
pg sakit jdnye
klu aq luah pulak
org ckp aq minx simpati,mengada-ngada and buat slh faham jep
kornk tw x pe yg aq perlukan skunk nie?
meh amik pisau ramai2
sukahati r nk tikam dr belakang ke dr depan
xpown campak la aq kt mana2
aq syg kornk sume sgt2
and aq tw kornk syg aq jgk
sbb 2 kornk bwt cmni
klu kornk syg aq
npe xbgtw kt aq benda yg betol dr awal bia sume nie xjd?
kn???
tw x betapa tergurisnya hati aq bila kak mas tulis kt blog die cm 2 psl aq
aq bkn xdgr pe kornk ckp
aq konfius and xtw mne aq nk percye
aq nk percaya Bf aq sendiri or kawan aq
dua2nye org aq syg
cuba korng bygkn klu kornk kt tempat aq
pe kornk akan buat?
rasa berbelah bg and xtw pe keputusan yg kornk ptt buat kn???
tw x pe aq rse aq ptt buat skunk?
ntah...aq da fikir masak2 and aq tw benda nie akan buat aq jep terseksa lepas nie
stop rapat ngan kornk and berjauhan ngan Bf aq sendiri
aq tw ini tindakan paling bodoh
tp...
dr situ bole nmpk kn aq xberpihak kt spe2
better bersendirian drpd aq teros tension cmni kn???
aq xtw nk ckp ngan spe skunk nie
aq xtw nk pegi kt spe
and aq xtw xtw xtw
betol2 tgh bercelaru skunk nie
aq xtw aq nk pegi kt spe
aq nk jumpa kak mel,nk ckp ngan kak mel
tp...cukup2 la aq menyusahkn die slame nie
tp..ya robbi...
makin aq simpan mslh aq nie
aq nk nangis tw x???
tlg jgn beban aq cmni
bulan pose lak 2...mmg mencabar kesabaran aq
spe xtension klu sume cm serang aq sornk je nie
bole dikatakn mcm2 bende r
-kornk nk kata aq bodoh
-kata aq xpandai jaga laki
-dipermainkn
seolah2 cm aq nie...entah la
xtw nk ckp cmni
tension...sumpah tension
bila aq minx kornk ckp benda yg betol xnk bgtw
and suroh aq tggu
bila aq cm da ok sket
kornk makin marah..ape sbnrnye nie???

berakhir sudahh

aq rasa dah xperlu diperpanjangkn lagi

biarlah aq yg mengalah
korbankn persahabatan and cinta aq
aq xmampu nk handle sume nie da
aq igt kornk men2
rupanya betol2
xpe
biarlah aq undurkn diri
nk jgk jd org yg xd kwn,xd bf kn?
bek aq je yg terseksa n sakit hati drpd kornk sume gado psl aq
aq pown xsuka nk musoh2 nie
aq tw kornk syg aq
sbb 2 kornk care psl relationship aq ngan die
aq pown da xmampu and xkuat nk hadapi sume nie
bkn sbb aq seorng pengalah or aq nk lepas tgn
sbb...da itu shj satu2nye jln penyelesaian
aq lenyap jep dr kornk
aq rse kedatangan aq just bg huru-hara kt kornk
sblm nie kornk baik je kn?
sejak adanya aq
ade je mslh kornk
so aq nk undur diri
kita kwn biasa2 je k
aq xnk menambah lg mslh kornk....aq nk blk ke keadaan asal aq
sem dpn...xpe la
aq register lmbt2 sket
aq rasa aq da semakin hilang org yg aq syg n rapat selama nie
post nie aq bwt bkn bermaksod aq xperlukn kwn atau ape
just that
aq nie mcm menyusahkn org jep
jujur aq ckp
aq bkn la seorng yg baik sgt
agak sedih jgk bila da jd mcm nie

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